Hello there, miss Johanna Paula Yray Fajardo i know that in terms of writing i am a no good match for you but despite that fact i will still take risk to write this for you. (uhm, why do i have to always make an intro about how bad i am in writing?) but anyways i know that you know , the shortest distance between two points is?--- straight line ! right? this is what every lover would want their relationship be , for sure.


BUT, ours is very different! right from the start of this relationship it has been like this . you had your past relationship and i still have mine. but i was being pushy of how i feel.and our actions spoke, so i started to doubt my feelings for her (don't blame yourself) and unknowingly pursues you.



So this is not just this but more like of this  (down below), to say it is crooked line would be an underestimation.



As what i always say to you, i have been fearful to become the person i hated so much. and i know you have always thought that "what-if" i would do the same thing to you.
and no matter how hard i would try to assure you , it won't be easy.

but please here this, i traveled 8-hour drive from Digos to CDO to ready myself not just to merely help my family but to have a good job so that i can say to myself that i can be responsible to have a future with you. you know all my stuffs.


i am deeply sorry of what just happened this night, but please do not resent me. if you would want to be afar to me to focus on your review, do not hesitate because it is also your future. but please do not be afar because of hatred. i dont know if this would move you, or something. but at least i tried.
 YOU KNOW aaaaalllll the things i have been through just to pursue you, ga! and i couldn't afford to lose you here. though the going gets tough , we will be tough to get going. ILOVEYOU AND I DAMN MISSED YOU BABE!


-G